Wednesday, November 09, 2005

When I face Myself :

Seems like an introspection, aint it ? but Hey !! wait a sec ! Lets introduce the most critical three-letter word in human language - "Why ?" - Why do I need to introspect ? What leads me to do so ? Is it a necessity ? If so , then can I find a comfortable way out of it ?
Questions pile up , we dont even care from where thye come from ..maybe thats another introspection ;) .. whatever it is , trapped in this cyclic recursive deadlock and efforts to come out of it with "Yeah , Am satisfied !" lies the very soul of human existence .

Phew ! It took 6 lines and some uncounted words to define Human existence . Is life that easy ? If so , then why do I feel that I can only define it with all my ignorance , why cant I avoid falling in the trap ?

Whenever I face myself , I get numb with the might of my opponent . My opponent , unhindered , unchanged by the rules of the world asks me questions at almost all stages :
At work : What are u doing ? Is this the job u always wanted to do ? BTW , do u know what u want to do ?
At a social gathering : Ohh ! wasn't that smile a bit artificial ? Whom are u trying to impress ? Why ?

What are ur dreams ? What are the goals ?

Maybe , thats eternal confusion which few overcome while few others are still in search as well as few others like me who gather them up and look forward to a conclusion .

Let time be the best healer ! Again my adversary creeps in from somewhere : Hey , why leaving it to time ?

To be continued ...

3 comments:

Anantha said...

Very true ...
Every sensible human being would undergo this kinda emotion...
May be the day we find the answers to some of these questions...we can say all those introspections were fruitful

Bharat Mallapur said...

Hi,
I'm a friend of kalyan reddy who works with you. I visited your blog through your profile at orkut.

I really liked your article and the question that it asks. "Why?".
I feel that this innocuous question, if properly applied, can result in some everyday-reality shattering truths.

"Know thyself" is only something that can be achieved through constant self-analysis and questioning.

You've written a great blogsite and the articles seem to be very thoughtfull(sic).

Geereesh said...

Hi,
Good One ....
I had exactly same types of questions in my mind. But every question was already answered in the Bible. No matter what you think but I found answer for every questions. I wanted you to search the bible for your every question I am sure that you will find it. Not in the internet but from the book. :-) .... Take care , Bye